Buzz, buzz, buzz! (We're little busy bees... get it?!)

Well hello there, blog! It's been a while! There are big things ahead for the Gardners-- I'm on my way to an April graduation, potentially performing in a Senior Showcase that will travel to perform for agents in NYC and LA (I'll keep you posted if I get in!), rehearsing for Peter Pan (runs Jan 19-29- SO FUN, come see it!), among other things. Ben is busy busy busy with grad school applications, several research projects, working full-time, becoming a certified member of the Red Cross's local Disaster Action Team (isn't he so cool??), and listening to me jabber on and on about whatever show I'm in and how important my life is. HA!

Speaking of me jabbering on about my life, let me tell you a bit about what's been going on. What an action-packed semester it's been! Between Junior Seminar and Auditions class, it has been the hardest yet most rewarding semester of my life. I've grown so much already and it's not over yet!

In Seminar, we are assigned a musical, and then we are responsible to cut it into a 40-minute show, directed, staged, choreographed, and performed by us. My first project was my "stretch role"- I was Julie in Show Boat. I really grew to love the show. The music was gorgeous and I had a great experience. My group worked hard and we put on a good show.

I have been EXTREMELY pumped about this second round-- I am Mary Lennox in The Secret Garden! Anyone reading this is probably laughing at me because this is not news-- I talk about the show constantly. :) Just ask Ben... haha. We had our first preview the other day and it went very well. I really feel like I can do this role. In fact, our whole cast can do their roles-- we could all be cast in these roles today, probably. I look young, I can sing convincingly young, and I have to say, I think I can play young very well. It's hard, as an actress, to play a kid because they don't think the same as adults; their minds process things differently, and I've had a great time trying to explore that. It's a challenge and I have a ways to go, but I have to give myself credit for how I've done so far. My teacher gave me a nice compliment after our preview. He said, "You played young very well-- I didn't have to see the 'actor at work'." A lot of people are good at ACTING. They are engaging to watch but they are still "acting" and not "being". My goal is to work toward that in all of my acting, not just this role.

I could go on and on about this musical and how gorgeous the music is and how spiritual the experience of putting it together has been. There's a message of hope in life after death and eternal families that literally brings me to tears by the end of our show, every time. My hope is that we can bring that same feeling into the hearts of the people watching it. I've had several spiritual experiences with shows in my life, but I feel like this one's really making it all click for me-- I know art can touch people's lives, but with this show I feel like I'm finally an active participant in bringing that to people, and more than ever I want to get any bad habits or insecurities I have and throw them out. I need to get them out of the way and let the message of the show shine through me. That's my goal, anyway.

Our final performance is Dec. 9. I will try to remember to take pictures and post them after it's all said and done!

Other than Seminar, my life is taken up by preparing my six monologues and two songs for our Auditions class final in Dec, teaching voice lessons to a few students from the voice class I am a TA for, baking random treats instead of doing my Civ class readings, and of course, spending time and snuggling with Ben as much as possible. I kinda like him... a lot.